“And anything that happens is for a reason”

Dear Tumblr,

It’s been awhile. Test tomorrow, can’t sleep. Too many thoughts in my head to lay myself to rest. I guess these are the only times I ever write. Funny thing is, I never let all my thoughts out either. Some things are best kept to yourself. But, the other some…

…..

And again I can never spill out my feelings. Not on a blog. Not to anybody. Sometimes not even to myself.

I just hope wherever this flow is taking me… It’s taking me somewhere good.

Sometimes I wish that I was able to leave this place. Great people, but it’s time for a new scene. Start fresh maybe? Ahh..

Why did you offer me this scholarship UNF?

But I am thankful for it.. otherwise I’d be paying out-of-pocket for tuition..

Still..

Sometimes.. Sometimes

I’ll just lay low and linger.. That word means so much more than it looks beside the bold type.

But “nothing lasts forever”

So maybe, just maybe

I’ll finally be able to just settle down?

…

“Nothing’s ever promised tomorrow, today”

“It hurts, but it may be the only way.”

This is my shit right now. Literally and figuratively.

Sincerely,

Alan Paraso

P.S. I don’t understand why this happens to me only at night? I guess I’m better off like this..