Step Into My Shoes: Archive

What women don't get about men.

At least to me. Honestly, I’m not complicated. Very simple. BUT I can be oblivious to things. You see, I feel like women play these little games. They like to make guys feel like they have to figure out what is wrong with them. Like it already doesnt bother us that we don’t KNOW already what’s wrong with you/what we did wrong On top of that, you want us to FIGURE IT OUT?!...

Jun 17th

Hello Tears.

It really has been too long. Good, bad? I don’t even know where to start. Lately, I feel like we’ve been growing a part. I know I’ve told you before, but I just feel like you don’t see it. I feel like I’m just not up to par with you. Sometimes, I feel like I don’t know you at all. I know you’ve told me I was boring before. But, now I’m starting to...

Jun 10th

Uneasiness.

I have anxiety problems sometimes.. I just never show it.

May 21st

Tumble.

So I come to you, oh dear Tumblr of mine, to blog my thoughts unknown to the world,which I prefer to hide, since I consider myself a man of whom is able to turn the negative into positive. But, sometimes a man must cry, though I am not literally speaking. I am only speaking in a sense of.. Where do I belong in this world? Do YOU know where you belong? Riddle me that.

May 20th

The world in which you live in is not the world in which I live in. The power of your mind is able to manipulate everything that passes through it, therefore making our worlds different.

May 20th

Body language

I know when you’re upset. And I also know why you’re upset. Don’t tell me that I’m wrong. I can understand why it upsets you a little.. But please try and get over it.

May 15th

Uncivilization

I’m so sick and tired of that shit

Mar 2nd

Indirect affect

Although it was a dream, it was very vivid and chronological. It hit me, but the dream had nothing to do with me. You all were in the dream. And it was so odd… So yeah. Money can make or break people. Literally.

Mar 2nd

Sacrifice.

It’ll be worth it, right? Otherwise I wouldn’t be doing this shit….

Feb 7th

Yes (No).

“And anything that happens is for a reason” Dear Tumblr, It’s been awhile. Test tomorrow, can’t sleep. Too many thoughts in my head to lay myself to rest. I guess these are the only times I ever write. Funny thing is, I never let all my thoughts out either. Some things are best kept to yourself. But, the other some… ….. And again I can never spill out my...

Oct 27th

Signs

They’re all pointing in one direction. Now I have the choice to choose.. I think I’ll walk the other way.

Oct 3rd

Just sometimes

I wish things could be normal..

Sep 6th

My appetite

Has been gone for the past two days.. Going onto three. Well.. Hopefully not, but I already feel it. I can’t help it.. I guess..

Aug 29th

I'm Terrible

I’m that type of person that bottles up everything. Mainly to show that I’m strong and that I’m able to handle the situation. But at night, it goes straight to the heart. And I’ve always been like this. I’m not sure if it’s a good thing, but at night, I’m able to completely let go..

Aug 28th

What did I do..

To deserve this..

Aug 28th

Hello old friend, As the future nears, I fear for its sudden turnaround. Not something I’d ever imagine. But In the end, it’s me and me and my happiness.. Right? I thought I needed it to be be happy. Well I do. But it’s not my fault things are becoming the way they are. Well it is. Sorta. All I know is that he was right. I was afraid his words would one day come true and I see it...

Jul 25th

Rah rah

Raaahhh

May 4th

In the depths of this corner I pause to think Why did that happen? Of course it’s a sign A bad one at that I lean in closer Over the edge I slip Tedious it is to come back up But I feel like it’s going no where I keep pursuing Because I KNOW that it is possible Possible to.. My upper lip twitches and I leave it at that Alan Paraso

Apr 24th

Airplanes

I wish I could travel to a place where nothing mattered. That place doesn’t exist, unfortunately..

Apr 24th

A wise man

told me that he runs away from his problems.. literally. Looks like I need to take a jog. Alan Paraso

Apr 24th

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asdf

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Apr 24th

I already know I fucked up

And I said sorry and tried to fix it to the best that it could be fixed. Not only do I feel guilty, but you yelling at me won’t solve anything. But it’s okae. I deserve to be lectured and yelled at while I sit in this corner. It only makes sense. All that could I could do now is say sorry and move on.. That’s it Alan Paraso

Apr 24th

Watch

I’ve never uploaded a video on Tumblr before. BTW I just learned this song so i messed up… like.. yeah Build Me Up, Buttercup

Apr 23rd

Unfortunately, my back is against the wall

Alan Paraso

Apr 14th

I guess

I you don’t think of me as often as you used to

Apr 10th

Slow dancing

In a burning room

Apr 10th

Swallowing my pride

I seem to always have to do this. But I guess I’ll be the bigger person and continue to do this even though you fail to realize it. It’s the only way to move forward

Apr 1st

Not only does my head hurt

But so does my heart.

Apr 1st

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Disgustingly Beautiful

Lost in lines of ludacris, licking letters with lustful lies labeling the lives of laboring ladies who lure their latter lashing the victim who falls succeptable to LOVE.

Mar 31st

Title.

“i wanna be happy. but i feel like god wont let me. and i know he doesnt like it when i feel cold and empty. but him and this paper are the only ones that get me. i feel all alone and outnumbered like a lefty. but its too late to ignore. my emotions are set free and half time i give in to everything that tempts me. and none of this may make sense but it makes sense to me. im sittin here...

Mar 31st

I don't know how to feel

I know the tides have changed, I didn’t see that coming A lesson learned, can’t you see? Obvious amongst myself but discreet as I can be Walk past you with the same deadly posture that you possess Could it be possible that it anchors so perfectly? Touché, checkmate You reached me like a disease Pox of an impotent man I guess I’ll let it be But make sure you have the other side...

Mar 27th

Don't ever make a friend.. a friend of...

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Mar 27th

Don't ever make a friend.. a friend of...

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Mar 27th

In need

Of a personal friend. Someone that know my friends doesn’t interact with them in any way. Any takers?

Mar 27th

A little

Cry don’t hurt nobody Sincerely, Alan Paraso

Mar 27th

I hate you

Soo much right now.

Mar 14th

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Jan 26th

Wishing

That you will ONE DAY stop jeopordizing my happiness. :( 3

Jan 19th

Torn.

Sincerely, Alan Paraso..

Jan 18th

Cold.

With NO chance of snow. Burr! :) Heading to CFA for my morning spicy chicken biscuit breakfast before I get to work. Then dancell concert tonight! Sincerely, Alan Paraso

Jan 9th

Full.

Damn Taco Bell! You’re going to make me fat :) They had this new 5-layer burrito that costs 89 cents. That shit will fill you up lol. I saw an old friend of mine from middle school who happened to be there. She was with her boyfriend who began to look at me really stank as if i was mackin on his chick. Homeboy if i wanted to would’ve BEEN had her in my arms motherfucker. But I’ll...

Jan 7th

Wow.

I have class from 4:30 - 9:50 tonight. well i guess it’s not THAT bad

Jan 6th

I guess you can say.

Let’s start back a new. New year. Fresh&clean right? yeah.. right..? :) Sincerely, Alan Paraso

Jan 6th

I lied.

I will tweet my shit

Dec 16th

Crying myself a river

Yes I shall

Dec 16th

Someone told me.

Not to tweet my business, so I’ll tumble it instead

Dec 16th

I really thought you were joking..

Wooooooooowwww I guess not. You just told me exactly where I lie on your priority list In a few simple words. Whatever fuck your shit.

Dec 16th

Selfish

Most selfish bitch ever. I’ll catch you off guard. And I won’t have ANY sympathy towards you. I AM CAPABLE of stooping to your fucking level AND I WILL if I need to.

Dec 16th

Lingering in the past

Is something everyone needs to stop doing Including myself Sincerely, Alan Paraso

Oct 14th

Everything is bottled up inside of me.

I hate you. I hate me. I hate promises. I hate secrets. I hate love. I hate people. I hate Jacksonville. I hate selfishness. I hate hate. I hate emotions. I hate not being man enough. I hate hearts. I hate friends. I hate everyone. I hate relationships. I hate….

Oct 12th